Jiniaxflyingpaw, 32

transcendent souls my name is tina. i came to wiccan passions bc, as you can guess from where i live, there aren't really many wiccans in my area or at my school for that matter. i've tried looking for a guy who could except all of me and still like me for me but it's just not worked out so great, along with studying wicca and learning on my own, i don't have anyone to help me or anywhere i can go to go farther in my studies like casting a circle, or anything else for that matter. i am a psychic, i get premonitions in my dreams but i never know when they're gonna happen. one of my dreams when i was 13 scared me half to death but it seemed like in the far off future that could be changed so i didn't wory but it still there. i can also see the spirits of past relatives and talk to them. my grandpa who past when i was 7 comes to me often and checks on me as well as my grandma who recently passed on my birthday when i turned 16. she came the night she was leaving and told me to send the family a message and that she loved me very much and will always be with me. i have also experienced a large gathering of spirits in one place. on veterans day my freshmen year, i was in the lunch room and i saw dozens and dozens of old war vets and my grandpa as well and my ex boyfriends grandpa who was also a vet. i have had this one spirit that i don't understand or why he is hear but i have spoke with him. his name is malakai and he was sent to watch me in my remaining years on this earth but he grew to love me and long for me so almost every night i see him in my dreams and he just holds me and when i wake i feel a big hole in my chest like i was meant for him. but that's crazy right? well he's become my gaurdian angel and he protects me from everthing he can in his power and i love him for that. he also promised to wait for me in summerland. well that's my story. i hope to connect with people in the wiccan community as well as local wiccans in my area who can help me expand my studies. merr