Shawkins38, 48

It is very hard to describe myself. I am normal. Than again I am not. The energy that I give off creates a great divide between me and people. It is my aura so to speak. I sincerely would like to find my kin and become full blooded but my ancestors and The Most High have forbade it.

So I am alone and stuck here wasting away each day. Looking out on the same day as each passes.

I am very kind. I am straight forward. I am cruel. I am brutally honest. I am dark. I am tortured in my spirit an mind. God still loves me, but I do not love the life that I have made for myself. I am loving thanks to my mother's blood. I am very patient.

I am not a good man though I have the sum of a good mans parts. I am affectionate and a pacifist. The behaviors of my half breed nature for the most part have beaten into submission except for a few.

I enjoy horror movies. I like the fables that people create when they encounter something they cannot wrap their mind around.

I like the quiet and solitude. I like movies and I am a die hard foodie. I used to like writing poetry, but the conflict between my natures is all I can write so I stopped writing.

I am quiet and reserved. I don't feel like telling you my while life story. Unless we met and an energy of connection permits. Identifying in this way is one of the few things I have been left with.

All Enochian witches are most welcome. To be honest they are the only kind that I would like to make the acquaintance of as we are some form of kin.

Don't get me wrong I will converse with anyone, but for the most part my aura will burn these kind of associations out quickly.

Yes I am eccentric. Young at heart. Old in soul. Weary and worn in mind.