Sylvester30, 30

I recently left Christianity to serve the people. I cam to a relization that not only it was against my own personal beliefs in terms of a high power. I was caught up into a Christian Cult wave... I barely survived with my life... I lost a companion and a child to that investment... I lloked around, I saw what I was laying down for a legacy. I saw how it made me a worse person let alone American. Then I realized this extremist cult was in all actuality Anti-American in ideology. It was like I was cutting down the tree of liberty even the normal churches.... It was completely unconstitutional beliefs and I have struggled with Christian abuse since. I am recovering from that and I was forced on religous basis to repudiate my baptism due to the extreme nature and brainwashing. I choose to have a healthy relationship with Jesus... For now I need some time and every health relation has boundaries. I recently became more involved in a local spiritual group... they have been amazing! They are wonderful people and we have all struggled. I am grateful to be a part of there community and same with the wiccanpassions community. I will to participate in activism within the community and have some experience in the arts.. I am a beginner in esotericism yet I will to learn from the community and participate. I am an activist for the people and find myself compelled to engage with the community for its betterment. I have real life experience in witchcraft both on the side of malevolence and benevolence... I find the grey arts to be most realistic yet i am impartial. I have much to learn! I am an engineering tech by trade so metaphysics is my unique gift. Im an engineering Technician by trade and usually work in the manufacturing industry.